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Ashley Rawls’ eating disorder controls her life
Ashley struggled to see herself as beautiful until she learned to look at her body through God’s eyes.
Ashley carried the weight of the world on her shoulders. While they watched a beauty queen win pageant after pageant, she began to lose herself. “I didn’t know how to be normal. I didn’t know how to have a normal relationship with food.” How do you let go of control without losing control? Who do you talk to when you fear judgment of a huge secret you’ve harbored? Her dilemma was never about image it was about control—the control of having a normal life. Stability. Balance. It was about security, and at her lowest point she found just that.