National television personality Ainsley Earhardt had her dreams planned out—where she would go to school, what her career path would be. But she had another big dream: being a mom.

When she found out she was pregnant, she couldn’t wait to meet her child. She went into the sonogram like most mothers-to-be excited to see that first fuzzy black and white picture of her child. When the doctor couldn’t find a heartbeat, Ainsley’s worst fears were realized.

She found herself in a dark place of pain, fear, and doubt, wondering if she would ever feel whole again. Could Jesus really be trusted to heal that pain?